The truth…

1. I don't have a lot of people in my life I can talk too. In fact, for the most part, I'm a pretty lonely guy. So I decided to talk to all of you. Hope that is ok.

2. Had a really bad day and this video just grounded me so much. Onward and upward!

3. Hey Joe, I'm from the future! Just letting u know things with iron out, u won't be lonely anymore and u will find your path in life, happiness with out weigh the negative! Keep your head up! 🤘

4. 💪💪

5. I’m so sorry joe I feel you dude my man goes through this shit, he spent 6 years and 8 on parole. He struggles with bipolar disorder and so do i. I watch your videos to try to understand him better because I have never been in jail or prison. And I want to be able to empathize better.

6. Don’t give up kid ——keep going kid ——-NYC got your back 🙏

7. Love u man.

8. You are strong as f***! Inspiring, too! I love APS. Thanks for all you do!

9. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmnnnnn. right on joe real stuff

10. Aww Joe…it’s 2020 and I’m watching one of your older videos this morning. Your honesty is touching. I’m so proud of how far you have came as of August 2020.

11. 10 years clean now me :):):):):):):):):):):)

12. WE LOVE YA JOE, THANKS FOR KEEPING IT 100! <3

13. I'm glad you're speaking about addiction Joe there so many people out here that don't know how to get out of it you think it's hard to not take a hit so hard for people to put that stem down the first time had to leave the love of my life because because of addiction I held him down while he was in prison and he got out and did good for 6 months then he went back to getting high again but he hides it from everybody and thinks nobody knows must be shameful I guess keep moving forward for yourself and all your fans Joe pray the blood of Jesus over you Joe and I pray that your that your urges will go away amen

14. I'm going to join the channel right now to support you Joe it's only
    1.99$ wow that's a great price to join the channel thanks again for all your content you make me laugh a lot

15. Everybody help support Jose Channel and show him our support by joining for 1.99$I think it's definitely worth it

16. Stay strong Joe. We're rooting for you man. Just like you're there for Rabbit and the guys we're here for you.

17. Joe, you're alright brother. Always hang in there. If you need someone to talk to, hit me up. I go through a lot of the same shit. Bro, just remember, "The World Belongs, To Those Who Believe In The Beauty Of Their Dreams". Your ending to each of your videos, are inspiring and positive. Brother, as long as you possess that, and have the ability to share it with others, you're good. I'm here for you bro. Stay strong and positive. Pay it forward, as I've seen you do on many videos. You, certainly, make the most of your days. Peace Brother!

18. Joe thank you for being real Joe tell me what's going through your mind I am feeling it also I don't no where to turn I can't even see some of my friends cause of my anxiety fears and simple paranoia thank you for saying it's ok to be freaked out about life Joe you are giving alot of people a platform to speak their mind when others would judge them you are honest & real that's what people love about you just you baring your soul telling people how you are feelings really helps you have no idea to what degree alot of indivuals look to you with your experiences Joe fuck all that other crap just be you that's it

19. Joe I just started watching APS. I’ll tell you what you’re one stand up man. I’m glad you have changed your life around. Keep up the good work

20. I've been watching your show for years I never seen this episode really glad I did I think you should do more like this you know who you really are inside

21. This video is so old but if I can say anything it's that I love not only your channel but I love YOU. Things aren't always meant to be 'easy' and look at you now……dear god just look at who you've become…

    You're amazing and god speed

22. I am so proud of you….i needed to hear this.
    I have a growth on my brain stem not technically a brain tumor bc is not cancerous but a growth bc it was 2.9cm by 2.7cm by 2.5cm when the found it in 2008 but now it's 4.5cm by 3.9 cm by 4.2cm
    YES CENTIMETERS not millimeters
    I had a seizure while driving n lost everything. I fell into hell. Chose to escape thru substances. People said ur be ok u always figure sumthin out. But I can't ..im college educated and in Disability(welfare) n I have given in to the demons. I keep praying but I know I'm wrong. I can't stop. I'm scared of life bc I'm lonely and impoverished. Every time I try to work …i end up hospitalized. Sometimes I wish I would get covid n die…..thats why i dont mask up
    I understand and I love seeing a guy like u win. I used to be a social worker and I love to see people doing well.
    My words of wisdom=
    James 1:2-4
    [2]My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;
    [3]Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.
    [4]But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.

    Thank you

23. I feel exact same thing, depression has always been a big part of my life. And the demons always there tempting me.

24. Weed is my only problem…

25. I enjoy the aps

26. Keep up the good fight brother

27. Joe, if people are staring at you it's bc you are so handsome!!! Man go to the church of your choice and if they talk about Jesus as the one and only savior of the world, you've found a place that will help you.

28. I'm high as fuck!! On weed tho

29. Life on earth- specially in these souless times, is a tough place. Many days I just dont wanna do it anymore. Im an oldhead, & hate the way ppl, places & things are today. I try to build my own world- set my own personal goals. I try not to let my heart be so hard. I am my only friend & really dont like him either! But I search out my strengths- find something to believe in.. Never let using be on the table as an option. Guaranteed disaster. Doin things I thought I was never strong enuff to do before. One day we figure it all out. Stay strong everybody

30. Stay strong man

31. I got to say something about the planned Seroquel overdose on 1400 mg, when I was 14, my best friend was prescribed Seroquel and I would take them usually 400 to 600 mg at a time to sleep/get high. One night, Halloween night 2005 to be exact, I had the whole bottle and I decided to take all that was left in that bottle which was 1600 mg. I've taken many drugs in my life, high-purity/ large quantity, and I've never experienced anything like what happened to me after consuming 1600 mg of Seroquel. 1600 mg of Seroquel I was in a semi dream state where reality blended with imagination and I couldn't tell the two apart. One specific thing I remember very vividly is sitting on the couch in my living room watching a movie, this movie was a movie I had never seen before but with interesting characters, meaningful dialogue and an intriguing storyline that kept me fixated on this movie and near the end of the movie my eyes were opening and shutting and when they open fully what was playing on the TV wasn't the movie I had been watching for over 2 hours, I then realized that the movie I had been watching was completely fabricated in my mind and that I had been watching it with my eyes closed. Which was completely insane to comprehend that such a complex and intricate movie complete with realistic characters, dialogue and everything you'd expect from a well-made movie but was something I completely imagine in my mind without even realizing it. And I'll never forget opening my eyes to see what was really on TV and that it wasn't what I had been watching for at least the past 2 hours and actually being angry because I didn't get to finish watching it and really wanted to know the conclusion of the movie because I was so into it. And when I did come to my mouth could hardly speak and my tongue felt like it was swollen and hard to use to form words. I know I come close to overdosing and it's scary looking back on now and reveals the lengths I would go to even at that young age to alter my state of mind, a Pursuit that eventually led me down the road to addiction. Taking various forms with different drugs and ultimately leading to the place that I find myself in now having been addicted to heroin for over 10 years now, smoking it for the first two years saying that I would never inject it but inevitably after those two years I began injecting it and now for the past year I've transitioned to using Fentanyl. This addiction is crippling and has completely consumed me and altered my life in ways and altered my life in the ways I can't even comprehend. One thing I do know is that I don't have The Power Within Myself to overcome this addiction but I do have complete faith in the power of Jesus Christ but I also know that it doesn't always happen instantly but since I became a believer I have turned from many sins that plagued me since my youth. My eyes have been opened to the truth I seeked my entire life but the physical nature of this addiction especially after 10 years has been a battle I've been fighting since becoming a Christian and I know will take some time because it's the final Mountain I must climb being the hardest thing I've ever faced but I know I'm not facing it alone and the transformation that occurred Within Me since the Lord opened my eyes has proven to me the power of God but I still fall short in my faith and we'll never be perfect but I know that I will overcome this addiction through the power Jesus Christ because he's delivered me from things I never thought whatever change would ever change and even things I didn't realize I needed to change things that I now see had to change in order to put me in a place that I could finally face this final battle of this addiction. I pray for all those who are struggling not only with addiction but with anyting in this life, in this Fallen World that we live in where sin Reigns Supreme but only for a time and that time is drawing short and knowing that the enemy is fighting us harder than ever but at the same time the Lord is pouring his Spirit out on those willing to receive it and put their faith in Jesus Christ. Any prayers that anyone reading this could send my way would be greatly appreciated and I'd be happy to reciprocate. God bless you all and if you made it this long thank you for taking the time to read this because it's from the heart and if this could give anybody encouragement to seek out the Lord Jesus even one person it will have been worth it to me. I pray in Jesus Christ name that anyone reading this who is suffering that God will open their heart and open their eyes to the truth that is the word of God in the Holy Bible. It truly is the Living Word of God and has the power of God within it.

32. Stay strong…. Have faith…. We believe in you

33. Stay with us Joe. Walk on through.

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