Relapse

1. I made the mistake of giving Big Dave the full amount of money raised from the gofundme campaign I set up for him. I did so after careful consideration and also trusting him to do right with that money. However it's now been confirmed that he relapsed. And also almost died doing so. It was when I had the feeling that he might have relapsed, I shut down the gofundme campaign. And have also began the process of issuing everyone who donated refunds. Yonnie also relapsed as well. Ironically these two did not relapse together. But I think the combination of these two both suffering from and dealing with their own addictions potentially fueled this. I hope you will not hate either of these two for what has happened, as I do not hate them. Disappointed… Absolutely. But addiction is a monster that some have a harder time fighting against. There is a video that I have not uploaded of the day we spent with Big Dave where I gave him the proceeds raised from the campaign. And he told me he would use that money to survive until he got a job. I'm not sure about uploading that… Regardless, this video is about complete transparency and the absolute truth. As I feel all of you deserve that. The thing about life after prison is in some case, maybe even a lot of cases, it's not always going to be pretty. And the stuggle to overcome ones past is often times as real as it gets.

2. He can’t even look at you or the camera… he’s lying its obvious

3. Didn’t joe find yanni od’d in a car after this video? I remember he took the boat out for a fun day in the sun and then stumbled upon him going into an ambulance…

4. dont pay him joe send him to detox if not production will be late JAIL IS NEXT

5. Yanie made a mistake we have all been there n he is owning it n all he can do is hope tommorow is better n that he has the courage to make better decisions thats the only thing a adict can hope for

6. Much respect Joe, but raising money for these people and giving it to them is never going to work. Ex con or not, people who can take advantage will.

7. Joe be shooting them eye daggers

8. Moral of the story: stop giving prisoners and former prisoners money.

9. I'll keep ya around for awhile for the views

10. Addicts should not watch this.

11. I am not religious but I seriously pray that Joe never comes to the conclusion that he's a needle in a haystack, meaning there is possibly going to be thousands of inmates getting out of prison that are going to fail! some because of the system, some on their own! True addicts rarely conquer Theyre addictions, and the ones that typically do are the ones that are helping someone else, whether it be a 12-step sponsor or someone running something similar to APS. I honestly believe this after prison show is what is keeping Joe clean and if something happens to it, and if he's a true addict watch out, and god help us all!

12. Snitch

13. Oh my goodness Joe. Get far away from this toxic fellow! Empathy and understanding can be exercised from afar to save yourself and everything you've worked for. Love from DC❤

14. “A really messed up 14 year old kid” I was that 14 year old😭

15. Big dave does not give a shit that you just got your license. I am a former active addict btw.

16. Wow, what a story.

17. Dave was the root of this problem

18. That yo nie is so unbelievably f.o.s holy toledo you can smell it from a mile away, easy to see why he did prison cos he can’t lie for nothing dude was all over the place way to much detail trying to deflect massively lmfao can’t believe anyone would fall for this xcept of course the youngans cos they not experienced enuf to pick up on it yet

19. Dude in the orwnge is a lame ass. Snake he don't recall details when it comes to him but he knows inch for inch for everything else. Please he's not a victim he's a RAT

20. This dude obviously know The exact mileage of where the fucking dealer lived and the smartass smirk he has let's you know this shmuck is boldly lying to your face. Not to mention the dramatic tone of voice

21. Lies

22. Hey joe wanna play some Nintendo DS ?

23. Watching 2 years later and what a snake ole yanni is!!!!!!

24. These guys could analyse the arse out of a kangaroo.
    Those nostrils could hoover up a kilo in one hit lol. What a nose lol.
    Yep don’t trust this guy 100%. He is shady as fuck. Got the talk but doesn’t walk the walk

25. Hi my names yanni and im gonna try n justify my using/relapse by acting (for real i went to acting/film school) like Im spreading knowledge of how addicts work… my problem is the guy typing this is a recovering addict and he can tell how full of shit i am because he's been there done that lmao.

26. It’s amazing feeling for a bit yanni …then it’s like chasing the dragon man.

27. There’s hope for this guy ..he screwed up ..

28. 16:40 this dude is lying so fuckin hard it's ridiculous I'm a recovering addict myself and I can just SEE the deceit!

29. Bad vibes I feel In the force yes..

30. Let's DIIIIIIIIVE into those illegal narcotics!!!
    🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😾😾😾😾😾😾🤣🤣🤣

31. Everyone has their own struggles much love for this video

32. Acting class paid off for Yanni.
    And I can tell that Joe still knows, and can't shake the feeling, that Dave is involved in this somehow and you can also tell just how pissed and scared Joe is.

33. Joe be looking super angry on the low in this video

34. 😂😂😂

35. Both of my parents were addicts and both have served time in where we were living in va and I actually lost my mother to drugs last year and people don't understand how it's so hard for people who are freed to readjust to normal life again and no one helped her I love all u do on this channel I think it's amazing How Much of an impact u have made

36. Trying to make sense out of a drug addict…herding cats..

37. this bloke is full of shit

38. I can relate.100%. I feel you Yahnny.Thanks for your step 1, 4, and 5th step.I admire what you did.and I admire Joe for his willingness to forgive you and for being there for you and all of APS..

39. He lie just thinking of everything to say

40. Yanni looks like Beavis, does he not?

41. Yanni still spinning lies

42. I get the smell being a trigger.. I was slamming heroin for 5 years been sober for 6 now. But it was black Tar and it smells like vinegar.. so for a while any time i smelled vinegar my mind went crazy

43. Yani is very smart but self sabotaged. Listening to hisnentore story had me crying at work bc i can relate to it so damn much and im a grown ass man doing physical labour. Sad stuff man

44. This guy is a chancer. Glad you dropped this loser joe

45. Joe this guy is full of shit ,you know that right?

46. Joe I hope you know this guy was full of full shit. This is justification at its best.

47. Right back into full blown addiction. Rambling, incoherent and 90% of it probably still BS. He 100% spent the Go Fund Me money with Fat Dave. The disappointment in Joe’s face and body language is palpable.

48. This is why guys who can’t limit themselves are paid on mondays, so they show up the next day

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