The life of a drug addict

1. Very sad to share with you that my friend has passed away just recently. She was killed in a car accident. And I debated taking this video down. This video is not monetized. And I have chose to leave this video up for the hope that this woman’s story and struggle helps someone realize they need to leave the drugs alone. And find a way to do it different before you no longer have a chance to. In memory of my friend, I hope you watch this video and make the changes in your life that you need to.

2. Damn joe that’s the opposite of uplifting! Damn dude. APS ARMY but Damn! Sad sad video. I’ve been around the type. Sell the phone with all the kid pictures for $30 of crack. Damn that’s sad. I feel bad for the kids she probably doesn’t see.

3. Can we do a where is she now video? I hope she’s doing ok.

4. Make a third choice. I was an addict, still struggle with alcohol, no drinks for 2 weeks. Then I was on my way today somehow to go get a beer. Then she said that, and I made a third choice. Hopefully that'll hold me over til the thoughts pass…. and im like her. If I would have stayed in school things would have been different. And when you dont care about your life, your goals aren't gonna motivate you.

5. Be good or be good at it.

6. I don't know Joe personally or anything, and he always seemed like a cool guy and whatnot, but dude is coming off like a dick here. So fucking condescending the way he's talking to her. You're not a fucking therapist bro. Talking down to someone who needs help is fucked up, I don't care what your intentions are. Usually I enjoy the type of shit you put out, but not this. Not trying to preach to you, but this was not a good look.

7. The main reason people go back is because it's a fucking disease. Damn Joe. This shit is fucked up.

8. Her voice sounds like she's on drugs

9. Your gas tank's on empty because of your drug use. She gets dope because her mind is still controlled by the drug still in her system

10. I always think back to how all addicts and homeless people once had a childhood. Don’t do opioids. They will take you, picture heroin as a trickster, he makes your world incredible for some time then ruins it all for a high. Never do drugs, even if you’re in the darkest times, if you don’t do drugs you’ll make it out just fine.

11. I seen her ridin with Fred out portsmouth one day. The dope community is small out in VA. Im struggling with heroin and everybody knows eachother in this lifestyle out here. She probably knows a few of my exes very well especially my most recent one…

12. Something else to take away from this is that just because somebody is "weird" or doesn't talk/socialize doesn't mean they are a druggie. People discriminate against "weirdos" and often label them as druggies too.

13. I take dxm, I like doing it because I like tripping out, I have great experiences with it. It’s a hallucinogenic drug. I only take hallucinogenic drugs nothing else.

14. Man addiction is so hard to explain to someone who hasn’t been down that road..

15. This is so sad😔

16. I have mental disabilities and illness, and I am naturally isolating myself from people and not opening new friendships or even visiting my family, but I found that its my brain that is jot producing enough of the right chemicals I need to feel normal and happy, it wrecked my life until I had an accident, my dr eventually put me onto fentanyl and because I recieved enough per month to get really high doses some days, I have completely changed as a person, I now visit family, I am happy all the time, I sleep better and less and wake up energised, I don't suffer with suicidal depression, my racing thoughts are now calm and focused, my house is so clean that if I see one crumb I cant leave it lol… my ability to write music has become more fluent and I manage to finnish producing my work instead of having folders full of half wrote songs. The list goes on.. can I note one negative about my usage? Yes but only the fact that if I do run out or stop taking my meds I go through heavy withdrawal, my physical and mental pain is back with a vengeance .. I have morals, I am always polite even if I am suffering, I never steal. What is the threat I pose, why would it be necessary for me to quit, why would I receive so much hate or people feeling they need to help me quit drugs. Honestly it helps me a lot and without my drug I am suffering beyond what most people can imagine. Can this ever be accepted? I know that most addicts are nasty people stealing for their own family and when they do drugs they feel high and couldn't care less about cleaning and helping others. I am never laying in bed getting high and chasing that dragon. But I feel if I tell people they will have an image of me being like the street beggars and filthy bad people that give drugs a bad name. Can You who are reading this see that its okay that I use this drug?

17. This is suppose to be a SHOCK FACTOR ??????? Tried watching 3 times NOW}}}}}}}} BORING !!!

18. How much dope did she get from this!??

19. Spurs 🤘🏽🔥

20. If you have family trying to quit an addiction be there for them let them know and show them! Just wanna say to YOU – who is battling whatever your circumstance and negative environment that surrounds you. Whether it's your 2nd or 10th time trying to give it up. KEEP UP THE FIGHT. FIGHT YOUR BEST FIGHT. Love from me to you 💞

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22. I cut the grass at that Walmart in Portsmouth. Rough area

23. Joe if I had to compare this girls arms to someone I used to be good friends with that I stopped talking to, her arms are so bad they are black and blue with scabs all over them. Some people never hit rock bottom. Its sad, to all you guys in the comments, this is not how you want to live your life.

24. Even though it’s been an amazing day and now

25. You a good dude. Hope you can keep it up. ( helping the country understand )

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